The abandoned Ganesh in Chandrapur
The air was heavy that evening, and the moon-goddess showering her splendor upon us enticed me to a higher spiritual plane. My friends and I were accountants at a city firm, and besides a trip to Goa, nothing out of the ordinary seemed to transpire in our lives. Hoping to make the best of a long weekend we decided, in a moment of the best of great confidence, to visit the waterfall at Chandrapur.
While we
set up lamp near a tiny rivulet, the dallying bees buzzed with an almost divine
intention, and the fish in the stream danced to an equal degree - we were among
the four groups to visit that evening, and although we would have vied for a
spot in a city mall, nature did not bid us so. After a spirited roasting of
nuts and singing of songs, we reclined on the mat of grass laid out by nature,
with a feeling of great elation. It was almost as if divine minstrels, Gandharvas,
were enjoying their music above us.
At the
middle of night, I alone woke up and betwixt the mist of the forest, I could
spot a tiny clearing. Leaving my friends in the realm of sleep, I woke up
thoroughly and walked past the various trees and shrubs, almost as if, I were a
moth drawn to a flame.
The
pristine forest, engaged my senses, in a manner never before known to me. The songs
of the birds drove me to joy, but the soft dressing of leaves and flowers
beneath my feet propelled me to bliss. It was an ancient forest I supposed - a
site of many wars and festivals, as well as rains and floods. Untouched by the
skyscrapers of Ranchi, nature’s beauty stood magnificently.
Crrck! My
reverie was broken by the harsh, polytomous snapping of a twig beneath my feet.
And in that state of the expensive night sky, wet with a sense of curiosity
that overcame my feeling of fright, I urged myself to more towards the tiny
speckling.
The cold,
soothing air of the forest brushing against my face, I moved with trance like
resolve, and to my surprise, there was massive stone structure. Stippled and
punctuated with cracks, a quadrangular slab of stone teased me with abstract
lack of meaning. While in the city, all stone is dedicated to business or
pleasure, here it seems not.
With stream
of thought, I looked to the sky hoping to find the moon, but finding instead a
giant stone arch, with a monstrous face guarding it, almost mocking me not to
enter.
Still
unperturbed by fright, I entered, my feet falling a rhythmic pattern, the march
of the Vanara armies of lore, so to speak. And in the march of life,
came to me, a shock of sublime nature, for between those quadrangle stone slabs
was a tiny shrine. And sitting atop, a petit icon of Ganesha.
With a trunk of splendor and tusks of saber sharpness, he sat up in the slab
with his pot belly, making me wonder what mysteries he holds insides. A tiny
flame, warming my shoulder, lay lit next to him. In my wonder of this work of
grandeur, from which era I knew not, I failed to notice a loud formulaic chant
behind me.
Growing
louder and louder, it approached me, almost like a tiger approaching its prey,
and with equal grace. I revolved around, to see before me a frail man, of not
less than eighty, his white beard only overshadowed by his deep brown eyes. In
equal admiration of his dreamy nature, and fear of his forlorn bodice, I jolted
away, my feet dragging my body as sharply as they could.
That was
when he proclaimed, in chaste Hindi, “Wait! It is I who must be excited,
for I have been waiting for you my son, but you never came”.
Anchored by
his word, I leaned back, to be asked to sit on a slab of stone. The man
explained that this was once the temple of a small village here. Built by a
king, and administered by a powerful minister, it had seen glorious festivals
with music and dance. Altercations with a neighboring kingdom led to the
village’s demise, and the temple, built with the strongest rock stood the test
of time. The roof however has withered away. I know not by flame or thunder”,
he cried.
While my
head turned towards the glorious deity, resplendent Ganesh, he
proclaimed,
“Oh! Vinayak,
While once
you were worshipped by Kings and Queens
Now you can
claim my humble sheen”.
And as he
sang, he lay prostrate in front of the altar, his hands forming a mudra,
a pattern of peace. An unexplainable force pulled me along, and very soon my
chest found itself against the ground.
Getting up
after a minute’s hiatus, I bid farewell to the man, who was still in the
ground. Walking back with a deep sense of satisfaction, I pondered about what
the man had said, ‘Indeed, Kings and Queens rise and fall, temples and cities
are built and destroyed, but nature’s beautiful Song punctuated by the divine
never dies.’
Spotting my
friends, still deep within the clutches of sleep, I looked to the skies, and
pondered, ’Why was he waiting for me, and who was he?’. Finding myself unable
to answer such questions, I laid myself to rest, thanking the stars for
whatever poesy I had claim to, for indeed - the air was heavy that evening, and
the moon-goddess showering her splendor upon us, enticed me to a higher
spiritual plane.
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